I Lost Myself

from Blessed Coast '84 by Joshua Jaymz Deezy

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I was on a chain 
You would string along 
Doing what you say 
Going where you want
Keeping to myself 
Everything I thought
Saying that you're right
Even when you're not
Dealing with it all
Hopin' you would change
Giving up on me
Settling for things
Feeling all the pain
No one should ever feel
But now you're gone and I'm healed

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone 
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely

Another long night 
After long night 
Thinking where you at 
Why you screening my
Fuckin phone calls
Said your phone's off
Dead battery
Or you dozed off
That's when I told myself
It's a dead end
If I stay here
Then I can't win
And I won't live
And I won't love
And I wont be me

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone 
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely

And I don't feel the pain
I don't have a reason
I feel so alive 
Without you by my side
And I don't feel a thing 
I'm just glad I'm breathing 
I'm proud I can thrive
Without you by my side

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone 
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you 
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna get me all alone
Cause you're horny

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from Blessed Coast '84, released October 3, 2020

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